I shall always be there

When you are alone, lost and scared,
Look around you for I shall be there,
With your every footstep, in your every heartbeat,
In joy, in grief, in every bliss.
I shall be there in your every little wish.


With the rhythms of life your melodies may change,
The songs may die, the lights may fade....
But when darkness comes darkening your day,
I shall burn to light your way.


Days may turn to weeks or years,
You will find me shedding away your tears.
With the vows of contentment, I stand by your side,
Beautifying your existence, in you I bide.


With you beside, I shall conquer my world,
Walk away and watch me fall.
For the colors of your presence makes me hail,
Strip me of it, and watch me fail.


A touch from your soul and I ride unafraid,
break away and watch me fade.
The deeper you love, the higher I'll fly,
Push me away and watch me die.


With the flow of time which none can say
For the paths of life are tinged with grey,
If destiny takes us far away,
Or into deaths embrace if I may stray,
Weep not for me, shed not in vain,
A drop of tear in my name....


And someday if you wish me gone,
I shall melt away into a new dawn,
And all that shall remain are the whispers of my prayer,
But until that day, I shall always be there.

For You :)

I don't know how it happened but I started thinking about you in between the breaks, my hands automatically search your name in my mobile and then I didn't have that courage to call you. You know I am a short of words in front of you. But I hear the sound of violin when I see you on-line in my G-talk. What does it mean? Can you tell me?

So many times in last few days, my eyes met your eyes in my dream and every time my heart missed a beat, so question I asked myself is it love or something else?

So many times in last few days, I had felt your eyes on me and I saw that calm and distant look in your eyes, so question I asked myself is it love or something else?

So many times in last few days, I saw smile on her face and that spark in your eyes, is it for me, so question I asked myself is it love or something else?

I don't know what it is but I know it's not me who has so much patience for things, but it's you who is making me to wait so much and I am waiting for it also. I don't know if I had chosen this way to approach you the way you have shown to me. You know what exactly you are doing, you know what exactly you need to do next, you have that control and you have that rhythm.

You know sometimes I resemble you with my basanti. I am trying to find my basanti in you and somewhere I am finding her also but still long way to go.

You know what I liked most so far, clarity of thoughts about what you want and they way you say no for anything. Sometime I just love to hear NO from you.

I am still searching for the things which I don't like in you so far. I don't know what will be the crest of this friendship, where it will end but I am so sure that I got the one good friend.

I am thinking beyond the sky, beyond the stars, beyond the whisper of my silent hours,

I am thinking beyond the darkness of this stoic night, beyond the glow of the morning light,

I am thinking beyond my thoughts, beyond my screams, beyond the picture of this wonderful dreams

I am thinking beyond the embrace, beyond the lust, beyond the limit of this unplugged trust.

Well its already 2 of the early morning but i am no where near to sleep and it is too early to conclude anything also :)

I believe

I believe
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

I believe
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every
once in a while and you must forgive
them for that.

I believe
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I believe
that you should always leave loved ones
with loving words. It may be the last
time you see them.

I believe
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I believe
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you
you will find the strength to help.

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I wanted to write this post from last many days but was not getting many things to put. But today an abrupt thought came to my mind that there is nothing really which i can put down in few KBs on my blog about you mahan !! Yes its only for you mahan.

I told you via sms that i need some spark to ignite my thought process and i was awaiting that trigger to write something for you which was your long lasting demand :) but on the fly i realized there is nothing which i can pick up and throw towards you. It is almost three years i know your name and your cell no !! It was totally different experience... i mean classical example of how human emotions flows without any substance in it. I dont know you but i know your Cell no , I never heared you but i heared your msg tone when it comes to my inbox.

We never talked with each other but still we take care to ask How are you
We are not age old friends but still we take care to wish happy birthday
We are not cousins but still we wish each other on every festival
We are not best friend but still we update each other regularly
We are not in relationship but still we remember each other everyday

An obscure and unimportant standing i.e. Not well known friendship but still this friendship has some substantial meaning. It is very much unregularized but i am happy to be in this stuff where you have complete security of your thoughts, no need to listen any words only you need to pour your words. No expectation no disappointments only feel good kind of stuff.

I believe each friend brings some or other face of world in front of you, whatever i got to learn from you i respect you for that !! I want to write something more about you here but feels that will defy the meaning behind writing this blog is devoted to you mahan...not to you as person.

I don't know you who are you and everything else i should know but i know you by your cell no...... 98 * * * * * 625 By the way i haven't saved you cell no by your name Bcoz i don't know you :)

I just remember an ad of IDEA where abhishek bachhan telling , " Iss gaon mein ab koi apne naam se nahi jana jayega " lallalallalalla

What an Idea Sir Ji !!!