Meri Aashiqui ab Tum Hi Ho

“I saw dream yesterday night

My child is running around with the face bright

I opened my arms to hug him tight

But my eyes got open due to morning light”

Thank you shona. Thank you for giving me this dream. Day’s are not far enough when my dream will be realized truly. I will be father soon.

You keeps complaining me about the amount of time I am giving you off late. But you know what,

“Meri baaton mein tera zikr sadaa
Meri yaad mein teri fikr sadaa
Main jo bhi hoon tum hi to ho
Mujhe tum se mili apni adaa”

I don’t remember a day without your thoughts. I remember countless thanks I gave you without your knowledge, without words, every day, every night, before sleeping and after waking. Have you ever felt something missing, incomplete and empty? Yes, I do feel every time when I disappoints you, when I fights with you, when I argue with you. Thank you for giving me feeling of soul – mate. My life will be definitely incomplete if I hadn't connected with you. It’s simple phenomena and yet so much difficult to explain.

“Kyunki tum hi ho, ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho..
Chain bhi, mera dard bhi
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho”

I am super excited but as you know my expression of excitement is not the fire with fuel. But we are standing at the corner of the road of life where our life going to take a new turn, a new story will be written altogether fresh.

हर एक की जिन्दगी में वोह हसीं मोड़ आता है
जब कोई एक अपनोसे भी अपना बन जाता है
भीड़ मे भी उसका चेहरा सबसे पहले दिखाई देता है
शोर में उसका हर लब्ज साफ़ सुनाई देता है
उससे जुडी हर बात मुह जबानी होती है
हर किसीकी अपनी एक कहानी होती है...

Word’s are not enough today, my thoughts are not complete today, doesn't matter. I know you will be always with me, completely.

Thank You.

Babu Moshai......Zindagi badi honi chahiye Lambi nai

I M BACK J J

‘Haan aa gaye janab, Kahan the itne dino se’

Kya batau aapko dosto mein ab ‘gruhgrashthi’ wala ban gaya hoon

‘Saale….Shaadi ho gayi teri’

Haan….shaadi ke side wide upar niche aaju baaju saare effects b ho gaye

It has been six months now, And yes wonderful six months with 360 degree experience. Everything I have experience in last six months to last forever. And what trigger me to write this blog was Late Mr. Rajesh Khanna.

There was a continuous running of Rajesh Khanna on TV channels in last days…….and Dialogue which I remember always is

Zindagi Badi Honi Chahiye, Lambi Nahi Babu Moshai.'

'Babumoshai, zindagi aur maut uparwale ke haath hai jahanpanah. Usse na toh aap badal sakte hain na main. Hum sab toh rangmanch ki kathputhliyan hain jinki dor uparwale ki ungliyon main bandhi hain. Kab, kaun, kaise uthega yeh koi nahi bata sakta hai. Ha, ha, ha.'

How true it is?

Shat Pratishat Saty Vachan

Why we are here after all, No one know before time. It’s all fate and destination takes you down to your road. And we just pretend to act like we are doing it. Is that any difference between us and cartoon you see on cartoon network.

Array yaar tu toh serious ban gaya shaadi ke baad…..Kahan gaya woh Shank…jo badi badi baatein karta tha….tu toh badal gaya dost…

Change is need and your need keeps on changing. How long you will fight till your last night? Is it worthy to spend whole life running or you want to be last man winning?

What is your end need……To have happy family, mom, dad, brother, sister, wife and children…..play in front of you..everyone is joking around with each other….everyone is happy…mentally, physically….everyone is good at their health and wealth…..thats it….What else u want?

Saale sab toh aa gaya ismein….

Naa, sab kuch nai aaya ismien….there is lot of things for which people around me keeps on running…giving priority….parties…pubs…high societies…big money…big friend circles…social networking….affairs...and so n so…..but does this all meet what you need in the end? Answer is Big NO

It's simple to be happy but difficult to be simple

And simplicity is something with you make people around you happy..especially your family..

I may not sounding conclusive at the end but my journey is still WIP (work in progress)….

Sirf upparwala janta hai jahanpanha. Kab kisse kahan se khushiyan milegi ….Hum to sirf rangmanch ki kutputliya hai jinki dor uparwale ki ungliyon main bandhi hain …..

Just don’t hurt anyone and if you did by mistake…don’t forget to apologies for it….You will feel good….Lagi shart….100 rupiye ki J J

More I know you....More I love you

Yesterday we had a discussion where you ended it with this line “Most important for me is you else apart everything”. Well do you know how much effect this statement have on me? Isn’t it enough that it forced me to write again something for you.

Wondering with the line when we say “I’ll always be there for you”. Don’t you feel that we feel secured when we heard this from each other. And even if the rain is pouring hard and thunder storm shattering earth but we will never leave each other so we won’t feel alone. Even if the friends and people around us left, but we would stay each others side, just not to feel alone.

You will have me who will be willing to listen you, understand you in your every frustration, in your every depressing moments, every down moments, every self worthless realization moments, I will be there, not because you want me to be with you, but because I want to be with you. I want this world around us feel agony of our bonding not just to show how much we love but to tell them how much we understand and how much happiness we can share in every aspect of the life.

I will be always appreciating you for your every little effort, every little thing you will do, if not in public then don’t get disappointed because in heart. Even a smile of your would mean a lot to me, just because you own that smile, and that even if no words are expressed as long as the eyes understand, you’d be able to communicate, just like now, hug me.

You remember I told you that I love you for who you are. I may not have an answer when you ask me why, but really I don’t have to have any reasons for loving you.

I am grateful to have you. We It may just be coincidence or fate but whatever the reason is, I have to be thankful in having you the same way you are thankful for having me.

I know how difficult these days for you. And when you feel that you are on verge of giving up the things you’ve worked hard for, I know you wont give up but still in those moments look at me, I wont just help you to carry that weight but I will carry it on my own because I’d also be in pain when you are in pain. And then you'll realize, trials would all be worth it as long as you have me, not because I would do things for you, but because you gather all the strength you need, in me and my love.

One compliant you are having that I am not expressing explicitly my feelings for you but believe me when we’re apart, and days seem to be long. I miss you. We fight over that feelings because we are looking forward to seeing each other, and that’s something to be happy about. Isn’t it?

I care and I care enough to think of you and what you will be someday. But of course, I also want you to be part of my thoughts. You to be part of my journey. You to be my crorepatni.

You know, you can be who you really are with me. No pretend, no lies, no hypocrisy, because I accept you for who you are. You can be funny, you can be embarrassed, you can be fat or mad but it won’t matter now coz it doesn’t matter to me. Trust and faith in each other keeps us alive. And it will always do.

There will be days, moments that because of distraction, you may not hear my inner voice, my love for you but as long as you feel it, my efforts will paid off. And when you will feel the same way as I do…. I would feel as if I’m the luckiest person alive. I know for sure, you will feel absolutely same way.

I got my 'someone' - My Love

It has been long time now I was telling myself that there will be ‘someone’, but now I got my someone, My love :)

someone whom I can take for a coffee
someone whom I can ask for date

someone whom I can ask for ride
someone with whom I can walk openly

someone who become my world
someone who is so special

someone who will give me her shoulder to lean on
someone who will cry when I am hurt

someone who will listen my all crazy talks all day
someone who will read my all crazy stuff

someone who will listen me silently
someone who will see me even when I am not there with her

someone whom I trust more than myself
someone who prays for me every time when I am down

someone whom I can trust blindly
someone for whom I think when I am alone

someone whom I can see even when I close my eyes

someone whom I can’t forget even for a second

someone whom I say you look beautiful
someone who says me I Love You

someone who makes me smile
someone who makes me happy

someone with whom I feel strong
someone without whom I feel weak

I just feel..god knows what but I got someone whom I can say you are my life, my love, my friend, my partner, still searching for right words J for my anki :)

Shhhh…Just don’t ask me how it feels, you know I never forget to keep my hand on my heart after hearing this from you “Bacha, Love you 2 3 4 …” Believe me, It works for me like magic.

Love you bachha.

Getting Committed :)

I am writing Happy, yes happy words once I loved most back on my blog. The words, I had promised to build my life with… Oopsss sorry our life. Pick up your pen SHANK, dip it into the chalice of reveries, let it suck as much as happiness it can and let go and write the story which emits happiness into our own world.

Let me write my dreams today, like we always wanted, like we are born out from those dreams. Isn’t it wonderful, to see dreams together and then see them to come true. Let our words speaks our story, don’t try to controlling them, don’t try to distorting them with beguiled metaphors-let them what they want to be and you will not be disappointed.

I never saw it happening

I'd given up and given in

I just couldn't take the hurt again

What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight

Suddenly you seemed so right

Me and you

What a feeling

Let the rain fall, I don't care

I'm yours and suddenly you're mine

Suddenly you're mine

What a feeling

Suddenly from you, me and I, WE seems to be most perfect, I am using OUR more than you and me. Is it the feeling I was missing? is it the feeling I never felt before? There is kind of accomplishment inside me which I just cant capture in a words. There is lot more than smile but those stuff don’t deserve the place here.

Intehaah junoon ki kya hoti hai,
Jab dil ki baat muh se nahi, sabdo se bayaan hoti hai.

Last night, I was walking along with night, and I see the stars so bright. I wish I has you in my sigh and we would fly like a kite J

Hey bachha, thanks a lot coming into my life. I know this post is not enough to cover all thing but my bachha, story will continue forever happily and never ending.

I know now what is Love...

It is you...

It is me...

It is the purity of our souls...

And the Love that is called….. SH(ankar)ANK(ita)