Yesterday we had a discussion where you ended it with this line “Most important for me is you else apart everything”. Well do you know how much effect this statement have on me? Isn’t it enough that it forced me to write again something for you.
Wondering with the line when we say “I’ll always be there for you”. Don’t you feel that we feel secured when we heard this from each other. And even if the rain is pouring hard and thunder storm shattering earth but we will never leave each other so we won’t feel alone. Even if the friends and people around us left, but we would stay each others side, just not to feel alone.
You will have me who will be willing to listen you, understand you in your every frustration, in your every depressing moments, every down moments, every self worthless realization moments, I will be there, not because you want me to be with you, but because I want to be with you. I want this world around us feel agony of our bonding not just to show how much we love but to tell them how much we understand and how much happiness we can share in every aspect of the life.
I will be always appreciating you for your every little effort, every little thing you will do, if not in public then don’t get disappointed because in heart. Even a smile of your would mean a lot to me, just because you own that smile, and that even if no words are expressed as long as the eyes understand, you’d be able to communicate, just like now, hug me.
You remember I told you that I love you for who you are. I may not have an answer when you ask me why, but really I don’t have to have any reasons for loving you.
I am grateful to have you. We It may just be coincidence or fate but whatever the reason is, I have to be thankful in having you the same way you are thankful for having me.
I know how difficult these days for you. And when you feel that you are on verge of giving up the things you’ve worked hard for, I know you wont give up but still in those moments look at me, I wont just help you to carry that weight but I will carry it on my own because I’d also be in pain when you are in pain. And then you'll realize, trials would all be worth it as long as you have me, not because I would do things for you, but because you gather all the strength you need, in me and my love.
One compliant you are having that I am not expressing explicitly my feelings for you but believe me when we’re apart, and days seem to be long. I miss you. We fight over that feelings because we are looking forward to seeing each other, and that’s something to be happy about. Isn’t it?
I care and I care enough to think of you and what you will be someday. But of course, I also want you to be part of my thoughts. You to be part of my journey. You to be my crorepatni.
You know, you can be who you really are with me. No pretend, no lies, no hypocrisy, because I accept you for who you are. You can be funny, you can be embarrassed, you can be fat or mad but it won’t matter now coz it doesn’t matter to me. Trust and faith in each other keeps us alive. And it will always do.
There will be days, moments that because of distraction, you may not hear my inner voice, my love for you but as long as you feel it, my efforts will paid off. And when you will feel the same way as I do…. I would feel as if I’m the luckiest person alive. I know for sure, you will feel absolutely same way.
