Friday, October 30, 2009

I believe


I believe

that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

I believe
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every
once in a while and you must forgive
them for that.

I believe
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I believe
that you should always leave loved ones
with loving words. It may be the last
time you see them.

I believe
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I believe
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you
you will find the strength to help.




Sunday, October 25, 2009

Tenu Dil Da Vasta


Ajj Din Chadheya
Tere Rang Warga
Ajj Din Chadheya
Tere Rang Warga

Phul Sa Hai Khila Aaj Din
Rabba Mere Din Yeh Na Dhale
Woh Jo Mujhe Khawab Mein Mile
Use Tu Lagede Abb Gale
Tenu Dil Da Vasta

Rabba Aaya Dar De Yaar De
Sara Jahan Chod Chad Ke
Mere Sapne Sawar De
Tennu Dil Da Vasta

Ajj Din Chadheya
Tere Rang Warga

Baksha Gunaho Ko
Sun Ke Duwao Ko
Rabba Pyaar Hai
Tune Sab Ko Hi De Diya

Meri Bhi Aahon Ko
Sun Le Duwao Ko
Mujhko Woh Dila Mene Jisko Hai Dil Diya
Hoooo

Baksha Gunaho Ko
Sun Ke Duwao Ko
Rabba Pyaar Hai
Tune Sab Ko Hi De Diya

Meri Bhi Aahon Ko
Sun Le Duwao Ko
Mujhko Woh Dila Mene Jisko Hai Dil Diya

Aasmaan Pe Aasmaan Uske De Itna Bata
Woh Jo Mujhko Dekh Ke Hase
Pana Chahun Raat Din Jise

Rabba Mere Naam Kar Use
Tenu Dil Da Vasta

Ajj Din Chadheya
Tere Rang Warga

Manga Jo Mera Hai
Jata Kya Tera Hai
Mene Kaun Si
Tujhse Jannat Manga Li

Kaisa Khuda Hai Tu
Bas Naam Ka Hai Tu

Rabba Jo Teri Itni Si Bhi Na Chali

Haaanaaa

Manga Jo Mera Hai
Jata Kya Tera Hai
Mene Kaun Si
Tujhse Jannat Manga Li

Kaisa Khuda Hai Tu
Bas Naam Ka Hai Tu

Rabba Jo Teri Itni Si Bhi Na Chali

Chahiye Jo Mujhe
Kar De Tu Mujhko Ata

Jeeti Rahi Saltanat Teri
Jeeti Rahe Ashiqui Meri

Dede Mujhe Zindagi Meri
Tenu Dil Da Vasta

Rabba Mere Din Yeh Na Dhale
Woh Jo Mujhe Khawab Mein Mile
Use Tu Lagede Abb Gale
Tenu Dil Da Vasta

Rabba Aaya Dar De Yaar De
Sara Jahan Chod Chad Ke

Mere Sapne Sawar De
Tennu Dil Da Vasta

Ajj Din Chadheya
Tere Rang Warga

Ajj Din Chadheya
Tere Rang Warga

Ajj Din Chadheya
Tere Rang Warga

Din Chadheya

Tere Rang Warga
Ajj Din Chadheya





Wednesday, October 21, 2009

What do you do when . . .


When there is hell of thoughts are running in your mind, asking you many questions abruptly?? And you couldnt answered even single question??


Well running behind the question or running from the question will never solve the question, just face those hard questions, one day surely you will answer them with your action.




Sunday, October 18, 2009

Food Corner @ Inorbit City Mall


Well staying near by shopping malls is always being an advantageous. You have a friends, you have many friends who always don't like to stay home in weekend, suggest you to meet them at mall. So I decided to do upkar on mall by visiting it on this weekend and meet up some friends too. But mere friends sab IST follow karne walon meine se hai jo TIME VALUE concept mein bilkul nai mante, so I land up more than hour before in mall.

So, I found myself in a pizza hut with nothing to do over the next hour . I settled down at a corner table, plugged in my headphones, ordered a little something and casually looked around. Being an Analyst, I have to develop this inborn tendency to analyse a sneeze, so I used that hour to categorise the type of crowd that visits mall.

1. The loud and happy "hum saath saath hain" family
Wah Kya family hai. From Grandfather to Grandchildren everyone is there to have a fun. Now thoda detail mein jata hoon bowing respect to ladies of that family. Saas of that family was ditto to ditto matching with the Ekta Kapoor's serial saas. Silk pallu - scorpion bindi-saas murdering brigade of women, this breed is soon going to be listed with the "Akhil Bhartiya endangered species protection board". Everybody looks happy here, Daddy get to looks new chicks around the mall, Mummy is satisfied as she got chance to do shopping, kids are happy because they know that in spite of their dad looks so outrageous, he is going to order ice cream after pizza. This is one of the more noisy tables of the hut. In case it is a joint family, frequent peals of laughter accompanied by table slapping is evident. In case it is a sardaar joint family, frequent peals of roaring laughter accompanied by table upturning slapping is evident.

2. The coochie coochie "Kuch Kuch hota hain" couple

This is the karan johar sponsored couple which is usually a boyfriend-girlfriend combo pack. Just married couple who are yet to fall in the where-is-my-shirt-you-pick-kids-from-school' trap of married life may also qualify here.

They prefer to sit in remote corners of the hut, They sit as close as siamese twins , may eat from the same plate and the only time their hands are not holding each other's body parts is when they are holding spoons or forks. They don't laugh the typical 'Navjot singh sidhu' brand of loaring laughter. It is more like twittering accompanied by whispering into ears. In short, both of them are in complete bliss. For the guy, bliss ends much earlier, when the waiter brings the bill.

3. The "shehar ki ladki" tribe

The table which challenges every sound barrier with its shrieking and excited occupants. High school girls maybe. Even college girls, if they are slightly low on maturity. Usually, there is an occasion, which usually is the birthday of one of those ladies. Shrill and sharp pizza-toppling cries of 'wowwwwwwwwwwwwww', 'Howww chweeeeeeeeeeeet', 'Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww' escape from this gang. A lot of ribbons , gifts and greeting cards may also be passed around , leading to delight of the birthday girl and a certain archies gallery owner and obviously interest of all guys was on that table.

4. The "kya kool hai hum" boys

This is the symmetrical opposite of all above 3 category. But boys are boys, they sounds highly unsophisticated and much more unrestrained in terms of their colorful vocabulary. 'Abbe ******, pizza kaunsa mangwaye?', 'Ganguly to G**** hain', '**** ***', 'Check her out', 'abey teri chaavi (mumbai language for gf) se baat karun kya?', 'teri maa ki ankh' are some examples suitable for an above 18 audience. Their table manners are in urgent need of upgradation. Any delay in getting the food on table may lead to heated reactions by these boys, unless there is enough of category 3 around to keep their minds off food. The payment is the most tense and crucial moment, when frequent references to previous 'saale-tujhe-mere-200-dene-hai-pehle-ke' 'abey lend me 50 bugs now' 'mere tu bhar de'.

5. The "na tum bolo na hum" couple

I am really confused about this variety. I mean, if a man and a woman don't want to talk, what kinda gunpoint threat got them together at mall? And what kind of gf & bf who don't even talk with eachother. Amen I wish I could have gf who just hate to speak . . hehehe These people avoid eye contact with each other, smile with the comfort of a nun in a nightclub and keep looking out of the nearest window with the classical philosphical expression. The most elaborate conversations they strike up are about the temperature of the soup, which last for about thirteen seconds, including the sighs and coughs.

6. The 'tanha tanha yahan pe jeena' organism

Primarily, This category excatly suits myself. These are people in wait for their friends/girlfriends/boyfriends/blind dates/dates who can see. The waiters eye them suspiciously, clearly distressed by the person's sipping a single coke over the last forty minutes. The fellow passes his time by sipping the drink with the hurry of a super slow motion vision stump camera, blows bubbles in the glass , spends time by memorising every name in the menu card, or just looking at other people.

Well there is some more people who don't fit any above category, about them will write some other day. Chill maar yaar. Have a good day!!



Wednesday, October 14, 2009

What do you do when . . .

you are in office sitting in front of your desktop and feeling extreme fatigue . .

I dont know what happened in the morning but i was draining myself with some vague thoughts about something which i dont have any control ever, some thoughts making me tensed, i feel that some weight is continuously pondering me in my mind!!

well it is dull day for me . . i am continuously thinking that what if i have done that?? and what if i have done that??

I think its better to take a break . . I really need some fresh air . .

Bye tc

"A Fight Within Myself"

There is always "the one", who you ARE...
Then there is "the one", who you WANT to be...

And by default, the one you want to be is better...
Faster, higher, stronger...
Else there is no point imitating him...
You are better off otherwise...

Now, the million dollar question is..
How much???
How much you should run after for being the one you not are...
Or should you even try???

Every person CAN do certain things and CAN NOT the others...
I think, its better to cash on your positives...
Theres no point imitating and ruining self esteem...

Everyone CAN NOT be a Sachin Tendulkar...
You got to live with what you got...
You got limitations, work around them...
Cribbing didnt take anyone anywhere...
You'll find you most of the time sulking alone...

There is a very thin line between being ambitious and being lunatic...
But being ambitious has nothing to do with blindly aping others...

Be ambitious...
Set your targets...
Set your goals...
But dont do ONLY to prove a point to OTHERS...
What would you do with it after your ego is dealt with???

As one of my friend says..
"Do it.. Dont overdo it"

And as my mom says...
"Every one is different and unique"

Anyways, you are smart enough to decide...
Grass is always greener on the other side...

And above all...
Do not complain...
Do not blame...
It never took anyone anywhere...

Its better to be late rather than never
I am late to realize my destiny but i did realized it!!
And now i Know where i will fit and how i will do that

I know i am far behind in this RACE
But i am still running
Hope is still alive
And I will get paid off..
Just Believe in yourself!!




Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Persuasions

I owe this thoughts to my grooming developed mind or the kicks I had from my past failure. I mean every time some how I disappoint myself and again something new comes up and I thinks -"Just don't let down this time. You know how it feels when you are hurt, don't you?" that I try my best not to let down myself.

Well, you may think that I am being a bit showy and chucking lights at my virtues and righteousness but those who know me they don't think like that about me.

And today, when I am standing at the very place, where my decisions will highlight my repute; I am going through a scramble. Sometimes I feel I am forcing myself into and in doing that will certainly bruise a few and also me. I still don't understand the purpose of it but my heart still believe that I will do it!!

Practical and logical. The two words I have never understood and never will. I despised the very existence of those two words and weighed every damn thing with emotions as the counterweight. And people didn't like it or I should say they were concerned that I was too far from the real side of the world.

"Why should I am feeling tensed? I mean I am trying my best to keep every one happy with my efforts. I tried my best!" someone would say. But I am still feeling that I am sad!! I expect something from myself and I know I didn't gave that to me. I am sad because of me. How can I ignore that?" I would cry.

"Be practical! Grow up. You will sooner or later forget that and you should do that too. Just let go of this emotional stuff and live like everyone else lives. Be mean when you have to and keep your hands in your pocket. Take them out when you want to, not when they want you to. They will use you! Relax .You are a boy...", and the lecture would go on. But . . . questions still remain questions.

And I forced myself into a change that I never wanted to. I had to because everyone around me was doing that and I failing would result in hurting myself more. Well, that's what I have found. If you are hurt easily, if you can understand what the other feels and take every step not to hurt that person and if your expectations outweigh your logical quotients, then sorry, you are not fit to live in this world. I was an idiot. I used to pursue a lot of unpractical stuff.



Sunday, October 4, 2009

Wake Up Shank !!


Accounts.. Finance.. Stocks.. Derivatives.. Balance Sheets.. Annual Reports...Equity...Future... Why i am thinking about this all the day??

Whats happening to me?
I am an engineer....
I am a Business Analyst in Telecom Company...
Why am I doing all this?
How can I be remotely bothered about A=L+E??

Wake up Shank wake up...That's your Dream!!
Smell the coffee...
See the sun...
Its not the same old world you wanted to be a part of a few days ago..

But it was a same world where i was living earlier also..It never shook me..

The world have gone wild now..Time have gone short now..

How am I supposed to tackle then?

Get wild son..Get Fast son

Not possible...

Eat or get eaten...

There HAS to be some other way around...

There isnt..

I dont believe you..

You would one day...

I doubt..

Better realize sooner than later..

What about the cliched aspects of having a patience for your passion?
Smile and world smiles with you..

As you said..
They are cliched..

I dont belive you..

You would one day..

And I thought I had seen everything..

Its 2009...
You havent seen it yet years to come...

Whats in store?

Everything..
Pain, Love, Hatred, Happiness, Tears, smiles, success, failure, top, bottom..

Wat now

Nothing is for you this year..

I dont believe you..

You would one day..

But why wilderness??

You asked for it..

No way!!

Yes child...

I dont believe you..

You would one day..
You would one day...
You would one day....




Thursday, October 1, 2009

Bill Gates' 11 Rules of Life...

Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.


Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.


Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.


Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.


Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.


Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one