Tuesday, November 3, 2009

"Serendipity"

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Part - I
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She was sitting alone, sipping a coffee, watching wonderful play of nature from window, thinking about all those days went behind her. She has a long hair, deep magnetic eyes, structured body. She was caring her hair with her finger while doing that she fell back in a dream, she saw a blurred face of a guy, she knew who is he but she don't want to proclaim that, no one knows about him and even she don't want to but your heart always do what you don't want and she started dreaming about all those days, their first meeting, their first fight, those all proposals, a day when he went away from her, a phone call which she made to him, invitation of her marriage, wetness in his eyes, all those moments still alive very fresh in her mind, deep down the heart, And suddenly she awaked from her dream, she was surprised by her thoughts, it has been ten years now, her eyes became wet, she knew, she still loves him, she still feel for him but its a nature's play she has to accept that. Then a door bell rang, her seven year boy came back from play school and she again transformed herself from silent lover to a housewife, a mother.

She got up from the couch, washed her face and started to talk with her little boy. But today she was missing someone, she was not in her best mood, she was in deep thoughts of someone and suddenly her little boy asked her, " what happen ma?" she realized and cursed herself for all those thoughts she had for while and she hugged her child tightly, again a drop of water tumbled from her eyes to her son's shoulder. She again promised herself for not to think about him as she has done that so many times before also but as we know heart don't understand social language, it works as per rule made by god, it only understands feelings, love, emotions. she started to talk with her child to divert her mind, her heart from his thoughts. "Is that something different today?" she thought herself as she haven't missed someone so much from last few years.

"Ohh God, why can't i??" He whispered to himself, asking to god that why can't i forget her?? He is doing all well and trying to forget her since he left her from that day by concentrating on his work. He has done everything well in his life so far. He is successful professionally. He had fulfilled every wish of his parents but still he feels emptiness in his life. He has made everyone happy around him but he was far from happiness. He knew the reason but the promise he has made to her was more important than anything else. He is still bachelor, waiting for magic to happen, an illusive magic where he and she live together happily forever but He knew the fact and he came back to sense from his imagination, back to reality. He was taking lunch in the food court of his office and saw a girl and guy sitting in front of him, seems to be very good friends, and he remembered his days and he just smiled.

Days are passing as usual for her. She has lot many things to do in her daily routine, she manage all well her child, her husband, her work but lately she always found herself alone as her child has grown up now and her hubby's job is on full flow so things have been lot more automated. She was not a kind of person who live mechanical life but lately time has demanded that from her and she is struggling with her thoughts. Her husband is gentalmen but somehow she couldn't expressed herself what she is to her husband neither her husband understood. But she never claimed that infact she respect her husband alot.

It is wonderful emotional play, two desperate heart, two silent lover staying in the same city, unknown to each other, struggling with their feelings, thoughts but still making everyone happy around them except themselves, its burden of feelings they have on their heart neither they can share it with anyone neither they can bare this trauma of their feelings. Why this happen to people who are so close to each other from heart but so far in reality. Well God knows everything what he is doing and infact we will get only what we deserve irrespective of what we want.

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End of Part - I
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1 comment:

  1. buddy,
    really awesome & heart touching.
    i really loved it & i even feeling it by thinking.....

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