My New Affair!!

From last 15 days I have moved from one orbit to another orbit. It was difficult to do because I don't wanted to give up my comfortable life with myself in my last orbit, I don't wanted to dare myself to do something new, something difficult, something which I haven't done from last 3 years almost. But now it was high time to change myself, to focus on what I dream of, to focus on what I want from life, to focus on hard work which I haven't done up to the mark so far. It is more behavioral transformation which lies inside your brain. It's about You Can!! It's about I Can!!

Few days ago after the working hours I had so much time in my hands and I was wondering that when I will say that I don't have time? But now yes, I can say to anyone that I don't have time, I don't have time to entertain myself as well as others because my all time is going into catching up my new affair. It has been remarkable start so far. I know it's just start we have to walk long on a path which is not smooth, not easy. I will be challenged by many people on the way both conceptually and morally but it was the only chance I have to take to prove something which I wanted to prove from long time ago.

Yesterday night I was dropping myself on bed to sleep around 2 am wondering what I have done today and what to do tomorrow. I was talking to myself in the midst of street light coming from my window but enlighten my bedroom completely. Well I hope my life will also get enlighten with the hope I am carrying with my new affair. I don't know when I fall into sleep thinking about the questions which I have been asked with my new affair. I want to give them answer not verbally but doing something which they think it's difficult to do.

I am encouraging myself from last many days because I am venturing a completely new things which will take me to my workaholic world. I know coming days are not easy, it will be more difficult more pressure from all peers and adding to that I will have only 4 months for this affair and there is many things to do in my to do list, many liabilities, many expectation. I hope I do better than my expectation by understanding the hard work, commitment and sacrifice required for turning each stone into milestone. I just want to focus on the target without thinking anything else and want to feel pleasure for which I am dreaming from last many days.

I am all excited, fascinated, happy and scared with my new affair. I am excited, happy because I am committed to do something and I am scared because I am in fear that what will be outcome of this affair. But I do understand that I should not worry about the outcome, I should more concentrate on my commitment and should trust my abilities to deliver result. Because I will never give up, courage is my conviction.

My New Affair is with my studies with which I am living day in and out, for whom I am thinking 24*7 and for whom I am counting each seconds which are becoming past.

Wish me luck and all the best for My New Affair.